I willed myself to fall back asleep.
There I was anxiously waiting for Justin to open his presents only to see the great look of disappointment on his face. No, no, no and no. He didn't like any of them. My presents were failures. NOOOOO!
Fall back asleep I told myself; fall back asleep!
Christmas morning began and suddenly I realized that there were a lot of people at my house and everyone was opening presents. They snatched up present after present before I could reach one and then, Christmas was over. I didn't get a single present. NOOOOO!
This is ridiculous. Get some sleep before it's too late!
We were sitting before the Christmas tree and something was odd. There didn't seem to be a single present in sight and I couldn't figure it out. I looked at Justin and saw the impish truth in his eyes. He had hidden my presents and wouldn't give me a single one. NOOOOO!
Gahhh! Jodi, get a grip! Your daughter will be up soon and you'll get to have Christmas with your family. Everything will be great.
Jaime was awake and she was about to set her eyes upon her Christmas presents for the first time. Think of the face of excitement! Get ready for it. Get ready. Dang it. Where's the camera? She's coming, coming and yep, you missed it. Not only did you miss the photo op, but you didn't even get to see it first hand. NOOOOO!
And then I awoke to the baby monitor and realized none of the above had happened and that I really did get to have a fantastic Christmas morning with my family. And guess what? It was fantastic. I DID get presents, Justin DID like his presents, and I DID at least try and get her look of excitement.


























